today was a complete mess. i woke up at 5 (unwillingly) and have been up ever since. bitchy people yelling at me so i decided not to go to my only class today. i spent that time with my boyfriend which was extreemly nice. then i went back home to the bitchy people and on to work where i managed the store and i swear to god they do not pay me enough to deal with that shit. then i go home to talk to my boyfriend. (he is trading in his phone so he didnt have it all day so this was all done on facebook) we talk and 2 posts after i say hi he says he's going out drinking. i am royaly pissed off and i tell him so then he throws a fit at me and we argue and argue. now he is off drinking and im stuck here waiting for him to come home to fix what he fucked up. Im amazed at how bad my mood changed from bad to i swear im going to beat the fuck out of anything that moves.

do i have a right to be upset? blowing me off and then ignoring my opinion.

in the past 3 days i've been told by the man who calls me the love of his life that i am a horrible sexual partner and i am the reason he drinks....I just wonder if i really am as horrible as it seems